TOR the Shuttlezord.

REALLY?!

I had written a gigantic blog but for some fucking reason I hit backspace and my browser went back to my dashboard, hence I lost everything! To top that one all off, Blogger for some reasons didn't back up the draft for it. FUCK!

I've been reading poetry from Dylan Thomas a lot lately. It's not particularly my style, enough to influence me. But it's very beautiful none the less. If you haven't read anything by him, I suggest you stop into your local book store and look for something by him. He was VERY ahead of his time, I think, and writes with an elegance that I think has disappeared with modern writers.

It's pretty stupid that I spend my days off in bed for almost their entirity. I'd cut it out if there was something or someone around to waste my time with (or rather just share it with) but there isn't anymore. I miss my friends. Most of them were swallowed alive by college in different states. And when I pulled my own disappearing act, my closeness with a lot of these people diminished. It's very sad. I also miss being in love. I miss having someone that I could put all of my time and effort into. Even if I fought with them because at the end of the day all the fighting wouldn't even matter because we were in love. I miss going on skylit walks at night, walking around downtown in beautiful cities and towns. I miss making someone smile, making them laugh, holding their hand like I'm never going to let it go. I miss writing songs and poetry for osmeone because of the massive amount of inspiration that they give me. I wish I could have something like that again. Hopefully it'll come my way.

I don't think that I'm very far off from getting a cellular telephone! Which is awesome because I fucking need one! Like... really bad. I don't know who I would call. It'd just be nice to have one. So I can make new friends and be like "Call me dude! We'll kick it!" Because right now I'm just like "Hit me up on AIM dude..." Which will never suffice as a social tool. I need to get up on it!

It's been very hot outside for the past couple of days. Summer time hot. And we're still in the middle of spring which is very unusual for Erie. I wouldn't be surprised though if it snowed in about a week. Erie weather is so fucked.

All of your chex mix are belong to us.

So there's this guy in the office at work who is getting a car from my co-worker, Brian, and he looks like a straight up hippy. He looks like he came directly out of an episode of That 70' Show. The type to drive a VW bus. In no way is this a bad thing. I see it as a compliment because he looks fucking AWESOME! I would like to drink and play guitar with this guy.


I've come to the conclusion that I can win ANY Battle of the Bands by playing "Wonderwall" on my lonesome on an acoustic guitar. It's a likeable song written by a likeable group of assholes. I think I could get the entire crowd so sing along in my effort to get a hundred and fifty dollars to put toward recording studio time (enough for maybe half a fucking song with my meticulousness).

Someone asked me what I would do if I knew that I couldn't fail. I thought hard on it and I've come to this: I would educate everyone in the world about the true meaning of love. When I say that, I don't mean romantic love. I mean love for everything around them. For the world. Even I need some education in such a thing, I think.

So House M.D. killed off the most logical member of the staff. Now we have hour-long episodes of Gregory House disassembling characters comprised completely of stupidity and a lack of common sense. I love it. Now that Kutner is gone, there is no one who can stop House from being a sarcastic madman.

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On that note I wonder if there's going to be another Harold and Kumar movie since Kal Penn is one of Barack Obama's ass-puppets now.

At my job on the lobby TV we have a set of rabbit ears that are pretty unreliable and don't help much at all for getting TV stations. Right now the only channel that is coming in is the Evangelist channel. So I'm hearing some guy in the background of my workplace babbling about how God impregnated the Virgin Mary, citing every scripture where this moment occurs. I hope that a Musilum dude doesn't come in and not want to buy a car from us because he thinks we're militant Christians trying to convert them to a faith they find completely disgusting. Because they're close-minded. We get a lot of people like that in here. Which is why I smoke cigarettes in the back parking lot and not the front. Because there ARE people who will see an employee smoking and just pass by the dealership without stopping. That is bad juju!

Lately I've been delving into 1960's and 1970's American culture as far as literature, music, fashion, etc. I found that I have a profound attraction to these things.

For the record I want to state that I am a proud owner of one of these devices and I am remarkably overwhelmed with satisfaction from its performance. I plug this bad boy up to my xbox 360 and I can watch all of the movies that I've downloaded or ripped on to my computer at the click of a button. All of my music is easily accessed through various menues that would make an elite iPod user cringe in his seat. The only reason that I can see anyone having a dissatisfaction with the Zune is if they've never given it a shot. There are COUNTLESS people who have bought iPod after iPod only to see them break or shut down. Not the Zune, dude. You can even sort out episodes of TV shows by season on this thing and access them like that (For instance I have the entire series of Neon Genesis Evangelion on my Zune and I click the series title and it brings up every episode in order by season). I love it. It has an internal FM radio in it that I nveer use but you can download songs from wifi that you like using the radio if you have a Zune Pass subscription (that I don't use really just because I don't have $15 a month to spend on unlimited music).

I'm disgusted with people who are spoiled in life. Just a note.

I'm sipping on my water bottle wanting the workday to end. Evangelism on TV is making my life DRAG SLOWLY!!!

Spider-man!