03192009

I don't know what I want anymore. But my priority in life is figuring that out.

My heart is up for auction. But I'm not necessarily waiting on the highest bidder. It's ironic, you know? Things always happen for a reason. I had a feeling a long time ago that this would happen. Was I ready then? Definitely not. But I've always had a feeling.

I'm playing the ambiguity game. Yes, I am a douche bag. There are multiple people who are invested in me emotionally at this point and I appreciate it but I don't necessarily feel like I both deserve or want it. I'm back on my feet, finally.